Summary:
Do:
Should I stay or should I go? This is what is on my mind most days.... I feel I can't just go like that... Me or them? I am juggling. I must try to find balance.
Do I really need to stay forever?
Do I really need to have everything fixed my way?
Don't:
I shouldn't stay alone on my side, in my "cave", in my world and just leave family. I should get involved with them and be open to them. HARD! Don't wait!