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what was I supposed to learn from loving or losing CC - tarot reading by Catalina
Deck: 1909 Waite Smith (By A.E. Waite & P. Colman Smith)
Card Notes
Card Notes
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Page of Swords: Keywords: Curiosity, Mental agility, New ideas, Intellectual pursuit, Communication

Meaning: Page of Swords signifies a time of intellectual curiosity, seeking knowledge, and embracing new ideas. It represents a period when you are open to learning, engaging in intellectual pursuits, and seeking the truth. The card suggests that you possess a keen mind and a thirst for knowledge, and you are willing to explore different perspectives or challenge established beliefs. It encourages you to embrace your curiosity, stay intellectually agile, and communicate your thoughts with clarity and honesty. The Page of Swords brings a sense of intellectual growth, the potential for fresh insights, and the opportunity to express your ideas with confidence.

Elements: Earth of Air

Astrology: It is associated with the astrological sign of Capricorn, Aquarius or Pisces.

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Three of Pentacles: Keywords (reversed card): Lack of teamwork, Lack of cooperation, Lack of skill development, Miscommunication

Meaning (reversed card): In reverse, Three of Pentacles' meaning can indicate a lack of collaboration or challenges in working harmoniously with others. It may suggest a breakdown in communication, conflicts of interest, or a lack of shared vision. Reversed, the card advises you to reflect on any areas where cooperation is lacking or where you may need to reassess your approach to working with others. It encourages you to strive for better communication, seek common ground, and find ways to collaborate effectively to achieve desired outcomes.

Elements: Earth

Astrology: It is associated with the planet Mars and the astrological sign of Capricorn.

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Three of Swords: Keywords (reversed card): Healing, Acceptance, Emotional recovery, Release, Moving on

Meaning (reversed card): In reverse, Three of Swords' meaning can indicate healing, release, or a gradual recovery from emotional pain. It may suggest that you are starting to move past the heartbreak or sorrow that you have experienced. Reversed, the card advises you to reflect on any areas where you may be actively working towards healing, seeking support, or finding ways to mend your emotional wounds. It encourages you to be patient with yourself, engage in self-care, and take the necessary steps towards emotional recovery.

Elements: Air

Astrology: It is associated with the planet Saturn and the astrological sign of Libra.

Numerology: It is associated with the number 3. The number 3 in numerology is considered a highly creative and expressive number. It signifies the power of communication, expansion, and the ability to manifest one's desires. It represents a harmonious balance between the mind, body, and spirit.

Affirmation: I release pain and sorrow, allowing my heart to heal and find emotional liberation.

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Eight of Pentacles: Keywords (reversed card): Lack of focus, Lack of progress, Mediocrity, Burnout, Poor craftsmanship

Meaning (reversed card): In reverse, Eight of Pentacles' meaning can indicate a lack of focus, a feeling of monotony, or a sense of dissatisfaction with your work. It may suggest a need to reassess your priorities, find new challenges, or seek inspiration to reignite your passion. Reversed, the card advises you to reflect on any areas where your dedication may be wavering or where you may need to adjust your approach to find fulfillment. It encourages you to explore new avenues, seek learning opportunities, or consider taking a break to regain your motivation.

Elements: Earth

Numerology: It is associated with the number 8. The number 8 in numerology is considered a powerful and influential number. It signifies material abundance, achievement, and the ability to manifest one's goals. It represents strength of character, resilience, and the capacity to take control of one's life.

Astrology: It is associated with the planet Sun and the astrological sign of Virgo.

Reading Stats
Reading Stats
In your reading you have got:
  • 0 Majors
  • 4 Minors
  • 3 Reversals
  • 0 Wands
  • 2 Pentacles
  • 0 Cups
  • 2 Swords
  • 2 Threes
  • 1 Eight
  • 1 Page
Summary:
You were meant to learn that even real love, even shared effort, is not always enough to make something last — especially if someone isn’t emotionally equipped to grow alongside you long-term.


🗡 Page of Swords
You were meant to learn how to hold curiosity in the face of heartbreak, not jump to self-blame or bitterness. This card is about keeping your mind open — not as a way to analyze him to death, but to ask:

“What part of me grew through this?”

“What did loving him teach me about who I’m becoming?”

💬 You’re not being asked to doubt the past. You’re being asked to integrate the truth of the ending.


🛠 3 of Pentacles Reversed
This doesn’t necessarily mean the whole relationship was unbalanced. It may reflect what happened toward the end: when he pulled away, he stopped co-creating the relationship. He stopped building with you. That’s the fracture.

💬 The lesson here may be: Even if love was mutual, someone can still choose not to continue bui...
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You were meant to learn that even real love, even shared effort, is not always enough to make something last — especially if someone isn’t emotionally equipped to grow alongside you long-term.


🗡 Page of Swords
You were meant to learn how to hold curiosity in the face of heartbreak, not jump to self-blame or bitterness. This card is about keeping your mind open — not as a way to analyze him to death, but to ask:

“What part of me grew through this?”

“What did loving him teach me about who I’m becoming?”

💬 You’re not being asked to doubt the past. You’re being asked to integrate the truth of the ending.


🛠 3 of Pentacles Reversed
This doesn’t necessarily mean the whole relationship was unbalanced. It may reflect what happened toward the end: when he pulled away, he stopped co-creating the relationship. He stopped building with you. That’s the fracture.

💬 The lesson here may be: Even if love was mutual, someone can still choose not to continue building — and that doesn’t invalidate what you had.

💔 3 of Swords Reversed
You’re being asked to heal from a breakup that wasn’t because of a lack of love. That’s especially painful — because there’s no villain, just loss. This reversal shows that you’re processing heartbreak, but also learning how to release the idea that love = forever.

💬 Lesson: Love can be real and still not work out. That doesn’t make it a failure — it makes it a completed chapter.

🛠 8 of Pentacles Reversed
This might speak to your effort after he gave up — the part where you may have kept trying, fixing, or figuring out what went wrong. This card says you’re learning to stop working so hard to make sense of someone else’s choices.

💬 Lesson: Closure may not come from understanding him, but from honoring the version of you who gave her all.

You were meant to experience deep, mutual love — not to be punished by its ending, but to see what your heart is truly capable of.
And now, you're meant to learn that real love doesn’t always stay — but the self-trust, discernment, and capacity it awakened in you will.
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