Ten of Swords: This card confuses me a little, since the last time I drew it was just before my divorce and that was a really painful time and I had an awareness of what I was losing or about to lose and how much that would change my life. It felt very much like a rock bottom there.

I don’t feel that intensity of lowness right now. This would indicate an intensity to my emotions, either more than I’m aware of, or maybe linked to those moments of spiritual despair I’ve been experiencing off and on. “Defeat”. Maybe the emphasis is on the ending of a chapter, completion of a phase, letting go of the past so as to begin something new.

There’s also the possibility that this might be in reference to my relationship with my family, with my parents, given my upcoming trip and what might happen as I attempt to be authentic and communicate my expectations and boundaries. The possible rejection that I’ve been side stepping via avoidance for years, while telling myself that I’ve been over it for a long time, used to not having family, healed: “It encourages you to acknowledge your pain, release any attachments to the past, and be open to new beginnings. The Ten of Swords brings a sense of closure, the potential for transformation, and the opportunity to rise above adversity.” Wow. Yeah, I think this might be around family? How does this translate into what I need to do today?

Affirmation: I let go of the past and embrace new beginnings, rising above challenges and embracing personal growth.

Meaning: Ten of Swords signifies a time of deep crisis, hitting rock bottom, or experiencing a profound sense of defeat. It represents a period when you may feel overwhelmed by circumstances, betrayed, or emotionally exhausted. The card suggests that you have reached the end of a difficult chapter, and while it may be painful, it also signifies the opportunity for a fresh start. It encourages you to acknowledge your pain, release any attachments to the past, and be open to new beginnings. The Ten of Swords brings a sense of closure, the potential for transformation, and the opportunity to rise above adversity.

Numerology: It is associated with the number 10. The number 10 in numerology signifies the end of a cycle and the beginning of a new one. It represents the completion of a journey, the culmination of efforts, and the potential for transformation and growth. It symbolizes the inherent cycles of life, where ups and downs occur, and the opportunity for renewal arises.

8 – Strength: Self-doubt, (perceived lack of) inner strength and resilience. Need to cultivate courage and patience. Inner fears, overwhelm, difficulties in asserting personal power.

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Meaning (reversed card): In reverse, Strength suggests moments of self-doubt, lack of inner strength or resilience, and the need to cultivate courage and patience in the face of adversity. It may indicate a struggle with inner fears, feeling overwhelmed, or difficulties in asserting personal power. It calls for self-empowerment, nurturing of inner strength, and embracing the courage needed to face challenges with confidence and compassion.

Keywords (reversed card): Self-doubt, Weakness, Lack of resilience, Abuse of power, Cruelty

Affirmation: I have inner strength and courage to face any challenges that come my way.

Queen of Wands: This card confuses me a little but this position… but I could read it as the desire to reclaim my power, confidence, and to assert my boundaries. To live authentically. To stop holding myself back, to not be overshadowed. And the affirmation. And that these things are what bring me joy, fulfillment, and purpose:

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Affirmation: I embody confidence, leadership, and creativity, utilizing my inner fire to inspire and nurture those around me.

Meaning (reversed card): In reverse, Queen of Wands' meaning can indicate a misuse or suppression of personal power, a lack of confidence, or manipulation of others. It may suggest difficulties in asserting your authority or standing up for yourself. Reversed, the card advises you to reflect on any areas where you may be holding yourself back or allowing others to overshadow your abilities. It encourages you to reclaim your power, nurture your self-confidence, and assert your boundaries. It reminds you to lead with integrity and authenticity, rather than relying on manipulation or control.

Two of Swords: Feeling stuck, unsure of what direction to take. Need to find clarity and to trust my intuition.

Meaning: Two of Swords signifies a time of indecision, stalemate, or a need to find a balanced perspective. It represents a period when you may feel stuck or unsure about which direction to take. The card suggests that you may be avoiding making a decision or facing a difficult choice due to fear, uncertainty, or the desire to maintain peace. It encourages you to find a middle ground, gather information, and consider different perspectives before making a decision. The Two of Swords brings a sense of inner reflection, the potential for finding clarity, and the need to trust your intuition.

Affirmation: I trust my inner wisdom to guide me through challenging decisions with grace and confidence.

Keywords: Decision-making, Balance, Dilemma, Indecision, Stalemate